i bet i can find an even better everything everything song for grace.. i bet i can find something more devastating (also. excuse to listen to everything everything discography)
#coltland twins angst :)
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ryland squinted, and groaned. it was still dark, and something had woken him
was that his ringtone?
why was someone ringing him at… whatever time it was?
with great reluctance, ryland rolled onto his side, and grabbed his phone
"yes"
and ryland didn’t wait. that was all he needed. he collapsed next to the bed, on his knees, and clutched colt’s hand as though if he let go, colt would disappear
and ryland finally let himself break
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