G0TH4NG3L$INN3R

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

might be protecting my peace a little to hard

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

literally would throw all my income all the bs i worked for the past year for him back i don’t want it anyways i wish i made that decision in the first place i was young so stupid and so scared

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i rly don’t want to live another year like this
happy birthday to me 😄💕

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

will never forget when i was going thru absolute hell genuinely peak trauma and the one person i trusted and needed left me for it
this has happened twice why’s everyone hate me what’s wrong with me why does no one care

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i absolutely cannot stand feeling like this anymore i’ve been so sad my whole life i rly can’t

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i rly don’t want to do this anymore
i miss you terribly
it consumes me
you make it look so easy to forget

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i miss my best friend so bad i js hope they’re okay
life is pretty dull without them

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i don’t leave my house no one talks to me or even likes me i say maybe 35 words a day and it’s js for work
but yay im rich my cats r cute and no one’s hurting me ig

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

love don’t live here anymore

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

weren’t we the stars in heaven

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

ts makes me glad im alone and celibate

[𝓐𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷 ☆ ☆ ☆ @desi0re]

hello ???????

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

that logic song be playing in my head 24/7 ngl idk why
i don’t wanna be aliveeeeveeeee i don’t wanna be aliiiiiieeevee i just wanna dieeeee

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

sickingly empty and alone
maybe the money will help eventually

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

u were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt
then u left me for it

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

you are all i think about every second to this day it’s been so long since you left me but i still remember how your touch melted my heart

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i miss laying my legs over yours while we smoke
i miss making u pictures while u were at work
i miss being ur passenger princess in ur volvo pretending its a race car
i miss spending my breaks with you when i worked at tj maxx
i miss your family
i miss your scent
i can’t forget

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

where you told me even if we died that night that i’d die yours

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

i’d kill myself to hold you one more time

[G0TH4NG3L$INN3R @sixx2high]

that evil fucked up man ruined my life i hate him i hate him so so so much i’ve always hated him idk how i let this happened to me idk how i let him take everything from me