But outside of me shit just keeps happening that i cant control, its kicking my ass mentally. I havent been eating well or at all, ive been sleeping more and i am struggling.
We will try this all again next week. Thanks to all that showed up yesterday. Please bare with me.
I will reschedule this all for next week. I dont know whats going on but it seems like everything around me just keeps going wrong.
For so many years now october has always turned out to be shitty and ive been trying my best to turn that around. 1/2
Yo folks i know its been a hot minute. I will be returning back to streaming this month! Keep a eye out and ill be posting here if i have a schedule or when i go live ๐ค
Might be starting out with the Resident Evil series
"We can tell when you only pop in to say hello then dip"
okay? Some people seriously don't have a lot of time to watch ALL streamers for HOURS. I love supporting my friends and saying hi but we all are extremely busy. It doesn't mean we are saying hi for clout or a shoutout.
@halothreerat @esperavt I didnโt know I had it till I hurt others enough I got fed up with myself and got professional help.
I was friends with someone who claimed to have BPD(very fake).They hated my BPD.Then would do the same thing Ive done and say its their BPD so I have to understand and be better
@esperavt BPD has ended up romanticized and looked at as a excuse for bad people to do bad shit without learning anything or growing. And itโs sad folks like that are faking it and making people look at it in a bad way.
@esperavt I have diagnosed BPD. There needs to be responsibility for your actions. I know my BPD was part of harm Iโve caused but doesnโt mean Iโm going to sit here blame it and then move on. Iโm actually in therapy working to manage it because I have no idea how to navigate it.
๐ฉท TWITCH ETIQUETTE THREAD ๐ฉท
Recently, I've been seeing many viewers who are new to Twitch or straight up don't know the basics of Twitch etiquette.
So I made this quick graphic describing some of the most common do's and don'ts for both viewers and streamers !!
(Please take this with a grain of salt. Every streamer has a different set of rules, but I believe most of these apply to any Twitch chat.)