“Billy this is our top applicant. He has a 3.95 GPA, he’s working himself through college, is President of his Investment Club, and has two prior IB internships. His flaw is his favorite hobby is Olive Oil.”
people think depression means you’re sad and crying all the time. for me, it feels like being underwater. my thoughts move slow, i don’t respond, nothing really reaches me. nothing is interesting. i’m not sad, just numb. i have a lot of days like this, and they’re heavy
you struggle with emotional permanence. you don't believe that the feelings of others still exist when you're not with them or talking to them. you don't trust that people still care for you even when they're not around or actively giving affection. the sweet remnants of trauma
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Nuno Loureiro was assassinated yesterday
He was a professor + the director of MIT Plasma Science and Fusion Center
> 47 years old
> Studied nuclear fusion (= energy source of the Sun + stars) for 10 years at MIT
> His award-winning work focused on creating a virtually limitless, clean energy source on Earth - one that doesn’t produce carbon or radioactive waste (usual biproduct of fission reactors)
> His research was essentially a threat to companies in the energy sector (fossil fuels, wind, solar, etc)
> Nuno was vital to the development of fusion nuclear power plants, without him the path ahead is less clear + his death will set back the entire field
Nuno is not the first MIT fusion scientist to be brutally murdered, in 2004 Eugene Mallove was also shot in his home
I hope this opens eyes – there is an agenda at play
maturing is realizing that relationships can work and actually be fixed in almost any situation. it just takes both of y‘all actually wanting to make it work and correcting what you’re doing that’s hurting your partner
My monitor has been flickering off and on randomly for a while now and I’ve been ripping my hair out trying to figure out why.
Well today I figured it out… wtf?