There's no DESTINYᅠorᅠFATE,
ᅠᅠjust a TERRIFYING WAIT, filled with
PEOPLEᅠTHATᅠYOUᅠHATEᅠ,ᅠand
ᅠᅠon a certain date ー the universe KILLS YOUᅠ!!
joaquín “johnny c.” “the homicidal maniac” cortez.
ᅠᅠa painter, once.ᅠᅠstill a painter, kind of.
♯jthmrp. ♯mvrp.
“ gross.
i will say, you've been remarkably unsuccessful with that so far. must be SO hard to be a social validation-grubbing leech when the person whose body you're in is obstinately unsubscribed from social norms, huh? ”
“ well, that's pretty immature for an ultra-logical supercomputer, no? you wanted to kill a cat, but changed your mind because i said i wanted you to do it. nyeh nyeh!
hey, hey ー DON'T make me kill myself. i would be so incredibly upset if you did that. ”
“ so do it, instead of just announcing your intentions like a pussy. i don't walk up to people and say 'hey, i'd really LIKE to kill you'ー i just kill 'em. go on! ”
“ ehh. you haven't given me a reason to, yet. which, mind you, is a very low standard and could change at any time. ”
he does HAVE a moral code. it's a very loose, often self-contradictory and even hypocritical one, but it is there.
“ but that's just an absence of a negative. ”
“ yyyyes? ”
said with the tone of someone who's pretty sure his honest, straightforward answer is, somehow, the 'wrong' one.
“ i've ended up murdering every person who's taken it upon themselves to be nice to me. i wouldn't exactly call it a wise decision. ”
“ the only time i've ever had nice skin is when i flay it off of patrick bateman motherfuckers whose morning cosmetic routines have more steps than al-anon. those people aren't human. ”
“ i'll accept that. you're all about basic human decency, huh? funny, that i get more of that from something obviously inhuman ー no offense ー than from most quote-unquote 'normal' 'people'. ”