Wynnly

🦊Cripplingly depressed and anxious fox | Eternally sleepy | 33♂️ 🇺🇸🥓 pfp by SyronicaArt

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

I just want to be able to tell myself, and to actually believe it, that everything will be okay.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Trying to swap my laptop to Windows and it's not going well. Why can't anything just work. Why do there always have to be annoying (or even critical) compromises...

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Valve might force me to reinstall Windows. Steam Frame streaming performance is unplayable in Linux.

Been having other Linux annoyances layely too. Don't have the emotional stability to be patient with things not working.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

@thejazzmanster Anti cheat is hit or miss. Depends on what games you play. Hasn't bothered me as I don't play popular PvP games.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Valve might force me to reinstall Windows. Steam Frame streaming performance is unplayable in Linux.

Been having other Linux annoyances layely too. Don't have the emotional stability to be patient with things not working.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

@Aspen_TSL Good ol Italian tune-up.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Need to stop wanting to isolate myself...

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Everyone says you cannot will a relationship into existence. That it just happens. Social networking helps, but doesn't guarantee. They are right.

Basically means I'm dying alone. I deserve to.

God damn it. Shouldn't have read these threads. Want to cry. Feel so helpless...

[Kurama 🔜 EMF @KuramaSoCalFox]

I see these kinds of posts all the time. A relationship is not something you will into existence. It's something that just happens. You meet someone, a passing trivial interaction at first. At some point contacts are exchanged.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

@AlluPatronia I am absolutely abusing the rewind feature on the emulator. There's no way I'd have the patience to play the game without cheating. XP
It's really hard.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Being useless, laying on Xena while playing Choplifter 2, a fun (and rather hard) Gameboy helicopter game a friend suggested. Music in this slaps.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

@RealWarnerus Hard cider was one of the first drinks I picked to have, wasn't a fan of it either. Would have rather just had apple juice, lol

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Why am I here?
Never felt in control of my life. Feel so lost, confused, hopeless.

[Pop Base @PopBase]

Today is Evaluate Your Life Day.

[Tosu (3/5 Comms) @Tosu1263]

#casualtiesunknown #expie

Completely normal absolutely ordinary friend behavior

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Steam Frame arrived today! :D
It is an amazing upgrade from the first gen HTC Vive I used to have. Not having wires is a cool feeling. Excited to get back into VR.
....where I'll continue being lonely cause I'll still hide from people in VRC...
Gun weilding hotdogs are fun too.

[HUKI @Satohuki]

눈이 마주친 1초, 마음이 번지는 시간 3초 🕒

🐾 소금친고등어 님 @salt__mackerel

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Social media knows how to hurt you

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

@ShadowFoxMT Those sound really good :O

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Don't fit in anywhere...

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Too mentally gone. 13+ years of brain being wired to be miserable is not worth trying to reprogram at this point. There is no healing that.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

@CorwinianW Not being alone while being an otr driver would certainly be helpful.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

Still can't handle seeing people, especially furries, who have money, friends, and charisma. Feel so inferior to them.

[Wynnly @SleepyFops]

I don't make a good friend. I'm annoying and overshare what I'm doing / how I'm feeling.
One minute I'm clingy and talkative. Then next minute I'm wiping friend lists and isolating myself...