@EdaG889915 i am like this, and got catfished, cheated on, and used. part of that is on me, i'm an adult and gotta manage my own situations. but when it is in your nature to want to trust people, you don't unlearn it, you just get very anxious when patterns remind you of bad past memories
@TheDailyBassist i always had this feeling that sleep is both the best and worst feeling in the world. it feels so wonderfully pleasant to be tired and lay in bed. it feels so soul suckingly indefensibly awful to then have to get out of bed. curses to this mortal coil...
@ocsbase2 i remember having a panic attack at prom with my high school ex. too many people, too loud. i snuck out and my ex followed me to the lobby. there it was just us, and i played piano for her. wish i could've been normal for her, but i am lucky she made the memory a good one for me
@aliciaissolo_ broken bone pain but in your chest, it comes and goes in waves, it messes with your head, you build stories to explain the pain, you sometimes walk away with completely different beliefs about yourself, things that once felt normal make you scared or angry and you dont know why
@GuGi263 i'm glad i often forgot about how awesome it is that tiny creatures exist, because every time i see one and remember it's like a hit of opium straight to my brain
@GrimmiVT i have to be honest, when i first read this, i wasn't processing it correctly and i thought you were saying adderall was an instrument you learned
@mollymishy π«when i lived with my brother years ago, it kept me up for days at a time so i understand (crazy way to discover an allergy)
it's very frustrating, and made me irritable. do you have aloe vera gel? or maybe cool(ish) showers, i remember this giving some relief. im sending hugs!
@mollymishy oh god, irritation like this interfering with sleep is so real. it always seems worse when you're laying down trying to relax, maybe something about less overall stimulation makes it more noticeable..
pls rest well!!! i hope you get relief soon!
@sushibythebeach it seems like we've all experienced this, but i've wondered if anybody has ever had this kind of one-sided attachment with me. if so, then i never knew... but i wish they'd tell me so i could tell them they're gonna be okay
@KaitWillett i stream piano online sometimes. im very much an amateur, i taught myself so i have a lot of bad habits. but i remember someone saying they were a pianist that hasn't played in years, and listening to me made them want to play again. that shot through my whole heart
@pacfeirs one of my fav ways to spend time is parallel activities. i have a friend i used to play games with or watch things with a lot. if i could tell he fell asleep, i'd put on a YT playlist or rainymood instead of end the call so it wouldn't disturb him lmao. good memories.
@DsinDiamonsin What about somebody complimenting you, then immediately asking for a favor
you notice it happen once, then you notice every time it happens Lmao
@venavampy omg i adore your design!!! night gowns like this are so lovely, but your style is really lovely too!! i like your commitment to little details like the loose sock/strap/unkempt hair
please keep making pretty things, i'm glad i got to see one of them!!