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[ً @soidoona]

when you realize you've never been put first your whole life. you're just the person who fills a void in people's lives until they don't need you anymore

[ً @soidoona]

girls be like "i'm going to bed" and then just cry for 2 hours

[ً @soidoona]

you ever loved someone so much you tried to understand them while they were hurting you

[ً @soidoona]

after certain things happen, you don't feel the same way about people anymore, no matter who they are

[ً @soidoona]

if i ever tell you about my past, it's never because i want you to feel sorry for me, but so you can understand why i am who i am

[ً @soidoona]

always, always trust your first gut instincts. if you feel something’s wrong, it usually is

[ً @soidoona]

day by day, i'm training my heart to accept disappointments even from people i love

[ً @soidoona]

there’s a difference between a person who hurts you by making a mistake, and a person who hurts you by continuing a pattern. mistakes can be forgiven. patterns should be broken

[ً @soidoona]

if you catch yourself BEGGING someone for human decency? a response? time together? clarify? respect? some compassion? some kindness? you need to make a step back & realize you’re begging someone for bare minimum. that’s ridiculous beneath you. fuck that shit

[ً @soidoona]

manipulation is when someone blames you for your reaction to their toxic behaviour but never wants to discuss their disrespect that triggered you.

[ً @soidoona]

it hurts like hell when you can tell you’re losing a bond with someone you wanted forever with

[ً @soidoona]

“my child is fine”

your child stays up until a ridiculous time of night/morning because they feel it’s the only time they’re free of pressure and expectations and can be totally alone and just vibe being themself for a little while

[ً @soidoona]

mature enough to admit that i’ve had some toxic traits myself, i treated people bad when i wasn’t happy, i’ve hurt people because i was hurting, owning up to being the bad guy is one of the hardest things i’ve ever had to do. i hate being wrong but i’m working on me being better

[ً @soidoona]

losing respect for someone is always such a weird thing because you don’t hate the person, you just don’t feel the need to ever speak to them again or even think about them in the same way, you’re just done

[ً @soidoona]

i need to sit by the ocean and disconnect from the world for like a week straight

[ً @soidoona]

after a while, you get tired of telling people how they made you feel. you eventually just go ghost and never speak again

[ً @soidoona]

they said nobody isolates more than the oldest daughter that knows no one is coming to save her

[ً @soidoona]

buying clothes that aren’t black is hard

[ً @soidoona]

you deserve a healthy love with someone who hears you, sees you, understands you, appreciates you, supports you, and loves you. someone who is patient, communicates clearly, and creates a calm safe space to heal, grow, and bloom together. a love you don’t have to heal from

[ً @soidoona]

every night it’s just me and tiktok