Sol

idk bro just chill

[Sol @Solegde]

Did I expect to stay up till 3 am talking to you? No. You're incredibly unpredictable.... Incredible...

[Sol @Solegde]

I'm not ready for a relationship but if he asked me tomorrow I would say yes. I'm mentally unstable but talking to him makes everything so quiet. If he was willing it would work. But until he is, I'm just going to keep getting stronger and better. He'll have to keep up with me

[Sol @Solegde]

and know so many of those smiles were gifts. Memories of children living lives they call us excitedly about. Memories of celebrating. Memories of loss and grief. Memories of mourning. Memories of love and life. Dancing and resting. You and me.

[Sol @Solegde]

I look forward to the day we're old. Skin cracked, joint aching in new ways that in our youth seemed so relatable, tongues made slow from years of use, mind so stuffed with memories that they spill out the rim like our morning coffee, shaken by old wrists. To be known till death.

[Sol @Solegde]

I shall cherish every day of my youth while I live it but I know that when I am sitting across from you my heart will not ache for the years long past. My heart will soar knowing I spent so many of them with you. I see the field of wrinkles plowed deep by shared smiles before me

[Sol @Solegde]

But your responses to it will change. One day it will be easier to remember being young

[Positivity Vibe Tribe @PositivityVibe_]

the trauma will always be there.

[Sol @Solegde]

I still want to text him tho and his birthday is in 6 days so I'll still wish him happy birthday

[Sol @Solegde]

Aha finally I no longer have to worry about romance cause he said he's not ready for people. Like if you're not ready for people you're definitely not ready for me

[Sol @Solegde]

To a summer of tummy freckles and boundaries

[Sol @Solegde]

I miss being bitter /j

[Sol @Solegde]

Ayo when you've broken all your self destructive habits what are you supposed to do? Like bro I felt my emotions and moved forward??? Now I'm not angry wtf??? What do I do???

[Sol @Solegde]

Genuinely love being so incredibly fragile that I can't date for at least 1.5 years probably 2

[👼🏻 @nanisxo]

if you want me, make me feel that.

[Sol @Solegde]

I was wrong to think I wanted to feel romantic attraction at least once cause it's not reciprocated and now I get anxiety every 5 min waiting for his text

[Sol @Solegde]

Ok but literally this man has me writing him letters to read in the future and wondering what he smells like

[Sol @Solegde]

Making the mistake of recording a literal dozen voice memos that you planned to unsend and can't until they send so instead you stay off data and wifi for 4 hours. I am tired of being interested in someone

[Sol @Solegde]

@SecretA51225534 Truly a great place

[Sol @Solegde]

This feels like a garbage dump space since no one I know follows me. How refreshing