This apology is to my friends. I’m sorry if I don’t reach out anymore. I’m fighting for my life every day, second-guessing my career, doubting my life choices, scrolling through social media, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.
While everyone is celebrating a new year, I'll be looking up at the sky with silent tears knowing the real victory was surviving a year no one saw me fight.
hardest pill i swallow this year was learning that no matter how good you could be to someone, no matter how much you love them, they can & they will turn their back on you & there's absolutely nothing you can do but suck it up & keep moving forward.