like i cant even be happy with myself rn bc im not financially stable yet, walang direksyon sa buhay, tapos magjojowa pa ko? parang pinaparusahan ko yung tao kung ganon e ๐ญ
there's this belief buried deep inside me that i can't date anyone until i've become the absolute best version of myself. first i need the career. then the body. then the confidence. then the life plan. and only after all that, i'm finally allowed to be loved.