I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
Ahora resulta que no puedo desahogarme en mi propia cuenta, y sabes qué es lo peor? Que todavía te dignas a bloquearme porque me agarró el coraje y te contesté, no tenías que decir nada, solo ver el mensaje y ya.
Me estoy desahogando. Deja de hacerte la mártir porque bien pudiste haberme dejado en visto cuando te envié el último mensaje y en cambio me respondiste diciendo que te incomodaba mi duelo, yo sé que no estuve cuando estabas mal, pero, ¿sacar algo que dije hace 7 años?
Sé que ya pasó un buen rato desde lo que me dijiste, pero qué mala onda que me lo dijeras de esa forma cuando literalmente me sentía bien cabronamente vulnerable emocionalmente, una cosa es que estuviera sano, pero estaba en recuperación, me operaron del cerebro, ¡por Dios!
I'm sorry, I promise it'll be gone in the mornin'
I only posted it so you would see it
I was so deep in my late night feelings
Didn't mean it, it was stupid
RN, I'm still not ready. Realizing you got an intruder within your head was so traumatizing. I was quite terrified of either dying or changing my personality, what would have happened if I forgot who I really was?
Most of the people I know from college or high school are getting married or having children. Why??? I mean, I don't feel ready even being with my GF for so long and I want to cure my anxiety before being there.
I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit 'bout how to give and take
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake
2026 Certifications Roadmap:
📝 Cambridge English (C1)
🇫🇷 DELF French (B2)
📊 SQL Certified (Azure/GCP)
My English is a bit rusty after focusing on 🇯🇵 and 🇫🇷, but it’s time to get back on track. Any recommendations for the SQL exam?
#BrushingUpOnEnglish#DataEngineering
I can't control how people react to my posts. When I post something, it's just how I'm feeling , it's not an attack on anyone. If you're reading this and I hurt your feelings at that time, I'm so sorry. I started taking therapy specifically after the end of that year.