Spiteful Bitch

Asha --22-- vent account -- dni unless based.
bpd as fuck. documenting my decline.
hgt 183cm
59.8kg cw

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Me talking to myself, hearing my name over and over again: "I'm basically the antichrist but chill I'm definitely not insane"

Cosmo, the all-black cat that lives in my house who i haven't seen in 2 days, SITTING RIGHT BESIDE: HI CAN I HAVE PATS!

(is 4am there no lights)

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Im cursed

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@Christhealtgod YOURE SO PRETTY

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@chris holy shit.

I always felt a particular pull towards you. Learning your on hrt is wild and in really happy for you. No matter what happens i really hope you find happiness :3

Also i think you'll look good c with bangs JS

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Liver hurt so bad

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Why did it have to be when i fall back into the only thing that realistically would kill me that i stop wanting to die

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My liver hurts.

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@ask_aubry Wha..... whAaAA?

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Me and who?

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Lung cancer won thankfully

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Do i give myself dementia
Or do i give myself lung cancer?

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I really gotta say im starting to Remember why i always closed my closet as a kid.

The sorting shadowman is looking through my clothes spoooooky

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@sickgothinspo No not past the first few months

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Shadows are here again but music be vibing so ig not the worst
27 minutes
28 minutes
Need edibles so i can get high without smoking in a less bad way
30 minutes

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Its my partners birthday as of 20 minutes ago and I'm here high on literal dementia drugs im such a shitty fucking person i hate everything fuck. I constantly do this fucking just spin out and take anything i get find and it's fucking miserable. Fuck me. I fucking hate this.

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This def counts as some kind of relapse q.q

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Salted cucumber slices are a delicacy

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The best true top tier

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Ok maybe a bit melodramatic but still my visual shit is way more fucky

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Yeah so i think i got brain damage from that lil 3 day binge um weed is hitting different, the shadow people i used to only see at night sometimes are out in daylight, and most terrifyingly i was just scrolling on Facebook