she swalled hard watching him leave and a part of her died because she had had forced him away.
she would sit down at her desk and write him a letter that mostly asked for him to come back she had gaven it too the woman who kept the line of contact open between the two of them.
she is lifting her shoe again and throwing it towards his head but she didn't land she huffed out as she rolled her eyes wondering for a long moment.
"No, you are not leaving." she said as she glanced down and she understood now, she cared for the man more than she ever should.
He shakes his head with a humorous laugh βno, Iβm not punishing you or hating you for something thatβs not your fault. You canβt control your feelings for someone or lack there of. So why on earth would I hold that against youβ¦ your free for the rest of the time.
she sighed softly as her eyes laced her sister up and down for a long moment, she reached her hand towards her knee running her fingers over her knee wondering for a long moment as she arched her brow.
"I am sorry is there anything you can do?"
she shattered watching him walk away before he could leave fully she picked up something off the table.
βdonβt you dare.β she had feelings she wasnβt ready too admit. βhate me punish me donβt walk away.β
She sighs and curls into her the best she can. βYouβre my big sister, you always figure it outβ¦ but now you have me here 24/7β¦. It will get easier. You know that deep downβ¦ Iβm still here. You just canβt touch me. Yet at least.β
she thought for a long moment that was something she had never heard. She took a small breath, almost like as if she gasped out the air she had been holding for too long.
βI donβt want too quit you know use harlots only have thing we choose too love.β she whispered meeting his
He nods slightly βI only bought you to keep you to myself because I have deep longing for youβ¦ but if you wanted to quit? Iβd take care of youβ¦ you are way more than that.β
She phases through her closet door βlike I saidβ¦ only one call awayβ she murmurs with a soft smile. She floats over her bed with a hum. βIt will get easier. I promise.β
she felt the kiss against her forehead. She looked up to him with big moon eyes for a long second.
βam I more or am a harlot οΉβ she asked him softly as her hand laced across his chest βbecause only one you can buy.β
He sighs and caresses her cheek his thumb gently brushing under her eye βoh darlingβ¦ you know youβre more than that to me, and you are more than what you do for workβ¦. You just took me off guard. I apologize for my thoughtless wordsβ he whispers softly pressing a kiss to her
finally wondering if she would be allowed to talk to her sister again she placed her hands on her lap as she took a deep breath out and finally murmured out
βSis? are you here?β
Lucy had spent all of our morning, dealing with people, dealing with customers, dealing with life that went on as her sister had passed away. She took a deep breath as she sat on her bed closer to the nighttime, her eyes starting around the room, wondering if she was there
she was definitely choking on the water that she was drinking. Now she glazed towards him her cheeks flushed as she doubted her eyes up and down him wondering for a long moment, her hand found the back of her neck, and she took a deep breath.
βoh?β she said as she ran her
fingers down towards her lap her eye started towards him, wondering for a long moment she didnβt need to be called out like that? She felt ashamed of herself embarrassed, even she took a small breath as she arched her eyebrow wondering for a long moment.
βI mean you did buy me?