I had to pause it after the phone call scene because the concept of someone's entire belief system crumbling underneath them always hurts me so bad oh my GOD the look on his face I'm CRYฤฐNG
I wanna watch The Slaughter Rule again bc I loved it but also the thought of putting myself through that again on an emotional level is making me feel sick
Julian giving Driver a shoulder/back massage, using his hands to heal and soften instead of to hurt, while Driver feels what a gentle, caring touch is for the first time in his life
@TWILIM00N He lets the relief wash over him for only a few seconds before pulling him in for a hug and immediately chastising him for scaring the shit out of him and being stupid
Orphanage AU where Henry is a year younger than Sam and after Sam ages out Henry is inconsolable because he feels abandoned again, starts acting out until one day he can't take it anymore any makes a run for it. Sam comes to visit a few days later and is told Henry is missing
@TWILIM00N Sam being so distraught bc no one was really looking for Henry ๐ญ searching for days and eventually finding him soaking wet and crying in front of his favorite piece of art at their local art museum and arguing with the security guard who was seconds from kicking him out