Strz shedrtwt🌞

hw: 50 cw: ≈45 gw: 40 gw2: 35 ugw: 30
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19 years old.
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part of shtwt but i dont rlly post much abt it.

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

#shrtwt #edrtwt #cigtwt intro

- Name is Strz or Starz
- 19 150cm tall
- ugw: 30kg (35 max)
- not a new person here.
- dni fatphobes, anti-recov and such.

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Holy FUCK my abdomen hurts so fucking bad never eating again bro what the hell

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Considering everything was eaten between 6pm qnd 10pm let me say I am about to purge everything out but I wint cuz 1 bad experiences with purging and 2 I don't need another addiction 3 i cant afford to get my teeth in bad shape

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

It was, in fact, not omad cuz im abt to pass out

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

OMAD hopefully

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

In 45s jail stop

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Alwys scared to int with edrtwt/shrtwt only stuff cuz vro... Im... Im both... What am i suppised ti do...

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

@sleepyplushh Oh ma gee... Can I get a tag ...

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

@euthanisedangel Nonoomf this looks so fucking tasty stop i'd inhale this...

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Whatever im not supoosed to be gloomy.

4.6k/10k steps in YAYY. Had to sit down cuz sweating + back hurts 😓

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Then again, im lucky as fuck. Onky wrnt through that stuffs online and nit, yk, irl. Ut would've been way worse. (I use this to cope but i know all experiences are valid. My heart goes out to everyone who had to suffer any kind if violence as children or adults.)

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Also lwk me now trying to melt my body away to look hotter/cuter but to also make sure none if those people could ever recognize my body again. I dint want them to ever look at me with thise eyes EVER again.

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Sometimes i think of my younger self and genuinely feel bad fir her. Shitty stuff going on at home and feeling invisible while searching approval from random men online. Sigh. At least she never showed her face shrug.

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Sometimes i think of my younger self and genuinely feel bad fir her. Shitty stuff going on at home and feeling invisible while searching approval from random men online. Sigh. At least she never showed her face shrug.

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Bro interacting with ppl, online or not, is so fucking scary. Im glad i sometimes have mood boosts that make me go "omg people 100% WILL love me if i start talking to them" and erase my anxiety like what. Or maybe I'm just mentally ill, either way we go strong LMAO

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

I want to FEEL the fat melting off my body until im notung but skin and bones.

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

@uniwonylove That's wonderful wony !! Goodjob on this milestone you're doing amazingly !! (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

@bnuyhophop Hello... May I... Yk... Be tagged... 👀

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

@w0wthatscrazyyy Between 400 and 1000+... Toh anything close to 1k terrifies me (which is why sometimes i dont log my cals,,, im a larper shh😓)

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

OMAD hopefully

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

How do you estimate the calories of something

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Nvm i think i risk fighting w my mother if I keep fasting..

[Strz shedrtwt🌞 @sSt4rzy]

Slept for 16 hours and i need to get my day started but at least I fasted a long time... Myabe I'll be able to make it past 30hrs too