Currently drowning my build a bear plush’s voice box w my ex’s voice in it as a reward for completing my step goal today
(It was rlly hard and I kept wanting to cry cus my ex SUCKED)
My mom and grandmother bodyshaming me when I started to develop at the age of 8-9
Calling me fat or objectifying my body everyday after work when I went excitedly to greet them
it got so bad I would cry on the way home from school