starlight

a timeline of big thoughts when no one else is around to hear my adhd chaos

music lover, eco-friendly + recovering mentally ill baddie

[starlight @Starlight20_]

IMMM A MENNNAAACEEEEE

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2 MERCY POTG ONE DAY CHAT LEETTTSSSSS FKN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

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adhd is so bizarre like, am i going to unwillingly obsess over a pacman-shaped mould on the floor outside wetherspoons? sadly yes.

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every ache and pain taking its turn to be mentally processed before we continue to going back to them being overriden

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my anti-anxiety has never anti-ed my anxiety :)

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my 3 moods:

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who else in the uk POOPIN THEY PANTS over that emergent notif holy heck

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@ellleberry a moment for the nails 🖤🎀

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@ellleberry WoOooOoOoOoooo! Congrats :))

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"why ----?" WELL FUCK! MAYBE CAUSE EVERYTHING YOU SAY AND DO SUGGESTS I SHOULD!

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niche recession indicator:

feels as though if you’re “putting on a front”, if you didn’t post a picture of the solar eclipse, you didn’t see it

like omg ‘let me show you how I have the luxury of time and you dont!’

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i just want to be not too tired and exhausted. i just want my mum. what kind of person doesn’t?

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User 101

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I could’ve still been depressed without your help but… thanks I guess?

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the dating pool is making me feel like the fruit flies that eat the breadcrumbs from yesterday breakfast’s toast off my kitchen counter

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me: i can't cope with all this noise!!!!!!
also me: *proceeds to put my earbuds in and blast rock*
then me: 😌ahhhh... sweet relief...

[ً @artfuIchaos]

laying in bed with the nervous system of someone going to war.

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Every day the brick walls talk to me but when I speak it’s the loudest silence known to man. I’m done being treated like shite and my words being disregarded before I even say them. Expect backlash. I’m not miss friendly anymore. Stop being shocked when I have self-respect. Rats

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i <3 making overly-comfortable rich people aware of how uncomfortable it makes others like omg! we get it!

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Men 🤝 Me who DIDNT FUCKING ASK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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See how women don’t get carried away? Just fucking dont you mongrels, limp flacid flavourless collection of cells