broken

my heart belongs to Elliot although he isn't mine anymore

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Tylor is no longer alive due to an unfortunate situation
His Twitter will remain inactive due to no one knowing his passwords to deactivate

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To those who are close to Tylor. He's okay. He's able to talk. He'll be on kik for a bit of you want to talk to him. He's staying off here.

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To anyone who Is close to Tylor he won't be replying because he Is in icu due to a bad wreck

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I miss him so much

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The Hoobastank - The Reason
Will always be my song to Elliot

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I'm sorry that I hurt you

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So until then or until he's got his phone back. I'll remain distant and kinda inactive.

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+nothing will ever change that. I won't move on. I won't get over him. And I won't be okay. I just need to find a way to cope with all of it

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Gonna be kinda inactive both here and Kik. I need some time to think. And try to cope with what's happened. I still love him very much & +

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Its so hard leaving that on read but I want it to be the last thing he's said to me

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Just hearing "I love you too" gives me slight hope for the future..

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7:22 am still no sleep in a few days still crying still shaking still beating myself up still wishing I was good enough

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If it wasn't for the fact he'd be right behind me I'd been done gone having him here and not mine is better than gone for good & I love him

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But.. damage is done.. I'll never be the same.. never love again.. never trust again..

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God do I miss this.. the things I'd do to turn back time and be good enough..

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He did the right thing by leaving me. I'm nothing. I couldn't make him happy. He deserves to be happy. And leaving is his happiness i guess.

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He isn't the one to bash for this.I'm the one who fucked it up. Don't say shit to him. It isn't his fault I'm a worthless piece of shit.

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"You'll be okay" he said. I'm obviously not okay. I haven't been okay. But that's alright it's nothing new.

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6 am and I lie here thinking of you

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If I was as heartless as I'm made out to be I could fuck your world up very easily but because I fucking love you and trying here I won't