yeah, well.
[ he wasn't thinking straight. or at all, it felt like, sometimes. and, maybe, he didn't want to disappoint her with who he was now, not like he disappoints everyone else. ]
it is a bonus, being taller than everyone else. nearly eye to eye with big blue himself.
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you should have come to me.
( she wouldnโt have told. sheโs too good at keeping secrets. )
look at you, though. youโre all grown up, and leaving the rest of us behind.
( pressing a kiss to his hand. )
iโm glad i got to see you grow up.
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[ he squeezes her hands in return, unwilling to part. ]
zip it. we don't talk about that part. i was--preparing, okay, sometimes it's hard to set up a safehouse network. *especially* when you're working on your own.
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( jason todd, probably her favourite of the children. )
mm. yes. the most respectable crime lord, who slept in the equivalent of a cardboard box for longer than he cares to admit.
( pulling away ever so slowly, still holding his hand with both of hers. )
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it *would* be easier with help, pithy and petty as he wants to be, and he eases out a shallow sigh.
"gotta--unlatch it in sequence. or you might get electrocuted. think you're up for it?"
her brow furrows when the wound comes into view, hidden partially by body armor and torn fabric.
but long and narrow like a knife got a lucky shot between armor plates.
"christ, hood--" her voice is soft, as she does her best to examine what little she can see.
--
i have suits! i have *nice* suits. fancy ones. and a tux!
[he doesn't even think about moving his arm. this is... nice, just like this.]
i was a *very* respectable crime lord, thank you, and part of that was having nice suits.
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hey, i donโt have daddy issues! i love my dad!
( we donโt talk about her mom.
squeezing his hand in return, refusing to let go, letting her head fall into his arm. )
your endless supply of leather jackets and cargo pants.
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// listened to 'like him' from the new tyler album one too many times and now i'm gonna be in the jason todd & bruce wayne tag on ao3 for the foreseeable future, godspeed everyone else
uh-huh. how about i just let you comb through my existing wardrobe and put something together there.
[ aaaand back in her chair. he shifts to take her hand in his own, squeezing it lightly. ]
oh yeah, top tier c+ kinda guy. got some daddy issues, though, but like, who doesn't?
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your loss. i think my dad dresses great. . . considering heโs my dad. well, iโm also the one who bought half of those suits.
( she was holding onto him for dear life. even the minimal amount she could move her legs, after years and years of physical therapy. . .
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he peels his hand away with an obedient hiss, holding it up and away from any nice throw pillows she has around.
"be gentle," he half-teases. "i'm a victim of a terrible mugging. lost my wallet and everything."
he lets his head fall back against the couch, closing his eyes behind his mask. breathe in, breathe out. ignore the new hole in his body. listen to the sounds of max moving around her apartment--god, he's never been so glad she doesn't have any roommates.
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she makes sure he's steady on the couch before going to grab the supply bag she keeps under her kitchen sink.
(it got too big to keep under the bathroom sink, sue her)
"I work in the ER, sunshine-- my life is nothing ( * but ) interesting."
Never mind the --
*max's boy.* a snort. yeah, alright, ignore the fact he's a vigilante. he'd expect nothing less if they really are a friend of max.
"could be," he says, magnanimously. "if i was, could it get me a muffin?"
there's a small laugh when she rises to her feet, " yeah, yeahโ it's what they all say. "
she tucks her head into the kitchen, enough to see if there was any sort of unclaimed food that was sitting out in the window.
" you're max's boy, ain't'cha? heard a good bit 'bout ya. "
[ a little snort, disguising the worried twist of his lips. he moves to help her back up, trying to keep the chatter going. ]
third date, taking that down. and--i'm not borrowing old man gordan's suits. i don't need a boxier shoulder, promise--besides, i think his slacks would +
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third. third date. then you look at engagement rings.
( there was a time when it wasnโt, though. the ceiling was there one moment, and then her world was upside down. cameras, and. . . a hospital bed. no. a picture perfect memory, and she still didnโt
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[ well, shit. now she looks even *sadder. ]
got it, boss. keep it casual until the second date, then start looking at engagement rings.
[ he reaches out, ruffling her hair as she looks up. away from him. ]
hey. ceiling'll still be there tomorrow, right?
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( even her laugh is miles away, staring at the ceiling instead of him this time. she was happy for him, she wasโ it takes a lot to love someone, to want to be with them.
itโs just. . . never her turn. thatโs it, right? sheโs just lonely? )
try not to do
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yeah? you think i got this in the bag?
[ he doesn't like how faraway her eyes get. not at all. god forbid any of them really talk about emotions, though. he's not about to break the pattern.
he purses his lips, lifting up his arm to flex, pretending he's posing for a photo. ]
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iโm not going to run away, dumbass.
( yet she responds softly too, even if her eyes look almost. . . saddened. but maybe it doesnโt matter why sheโs sad, or that sheโs sad in the first place. )
but that was a lot better. you actually sounded like you
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[ dragging a hand over his face. ]
christ, fine--
[ he shifts onto his side, canted up on an elbow, looking down at babs. there's a faint flush to him, barely visible against the tan of his skin. he gives her a half-smile, the corner of his lips tugged upwards. chagrined. ]
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do it again. look at me.
( this was silly. it was so silly. but she wanted to build his confidence, in whatever way she could. and it was hard to be a wing woman when she didnโt know the other woman. )
the ceiling is going to still be a ceiling
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he huffs, resting his weight against her as she leads him to the couch. "i'll get you a new one," he blithely promises, a breath of laughter in his voice even through the vocalizer.
he sits down gingerly, hand still pressed to his side. "admit it, i keep your life interesting."
it's immediate, the switch from something relaxed and friendly to the tense working set of her shoulders.
"it'd be better if you weren't about to bleed all over my living room again," there's no real bite to her words, as she shuts the window and slides herself up --