German Massage Manual of 1898

German Massage Manual of SHTWT alt - 19, she/her

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@pawzndgutz How deep are you planning to go? I've reached beans in almost those exact areas and im still alive, was smaller than what you drew though. Can show the scarring/describe the aftercare if you are at all interested

[the alua of shtwt @alua_larplarp]

self harm

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

#shtwtt #slittwt #shedtwt #beanstwt #ouchietwt #shtwt look at these wafers, they look so good (old pic)

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@wulfbiter JEALOUS

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

I'm legitimately so pathetic. I hate going from fat to barely dermis. It just stings annoyingly and leaves me feeling like a failure. I wish I could be depth-shamed.

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@biglovechodai Depends on the depth, but wash it out and apply antibiotic ointment. Wet healing works best. If it is still causing issues after a few days, hopital. Some level of discharge is sorta normal though at anything below dermis

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

I want to hit fat again but I can't deal with the 30+ day healing process. FML. #shtwt #shtwtt #slittwt

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@Oskars_death Nah, especially if you got medical attention. You would probably have to hit an artery in order to bleed out, and those are located fairly deep. Attempting suicide by cutting is one of the least effective methods. Still would be a pain in the ass, so I'd avoid hitting it.

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@shedokarun I don't personally count it, but it depends on the person who actually has the wound on their body.

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@ca7sh4rk I've hit fat on my chest many times, but I'm an afab woman (not necessarily the most well-endowed but not flat either) so ig it depends on anatomy. Healing is a pain in the ass but I never had any complications besides scarring. Itching is sometimes terrible tho

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@lalaloopsicc It depends. I've seen someone hit fascia on their wrist (just barely visible), and I wouldn't consider that deep, but if someone hit fascia or deep fat on their thigh I would. Length affects how I view the cut as well; a long baby bean feels "deeper" than short fat sometimes lol

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@gutsofshedtwt I'm posting again because I can't stop writing wordily, but I once had someone who was a regular muscle cutter tell me that there is a difference in experience once you get deeper than around the surface of the fat; the amount of aftercare/affect it has on your daily life changes

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@gutsofshedtwt As someone who has only hit beans and aspires to hit fascia, I can defo see the major difference in the perception of the different layers. Beans feels so much more normal somehow, but my perception is warped ofc.

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

#shtwt #slittwt #ouchietwt what do you consider deep? I don't mean what you consider valid (all depths are valid) but what is DEEP

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@styxcvts Yes, this is so real. The tolerance goes up over time. I remember freaking out over deep styros and now I feel like I won't be valid until I hit fascia. This shit is evil

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

I need to cut so fucking bad, I need encouragement. I'm starting to case the place I'm staying for sharp stuff, but I can't find much lol #shtwt #shrtwt #slittwt #ouchietwt

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@devilslttuce175 @myonlinediary00 Were the stitched ones styro? Also GODDAMN cutspo

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@mintchocsunoo Mid styro

[German Massage Manual of 1898 @StroganB]

@Wraithveinn I've hit beans, idk if deep or not, can maybe post the pic if people want. I really really want to hit fascia, but I'm a pathetic ass pussy lol