I really do this with no grind squad. No help. All on my own. Gets pretty f**king lonely. My only motivation is imagining a future where Iโve made it, making everyone proud who did or didnโt believe in me & being able to help others in need. No days off ever. My biggest fear is that I donโt live my life or find love before itโs over just because of the amount I work. But I canโt stop until Iโm somebody or else I feel like a failure and beat myself up for not working hard enough. To future Whoh I hope youโve earned that day off and youโre living your dream.