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#zonauang #zonaba ada bimbingan atau les skripsi buat komunikasi? thank uu

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gue sbrnya org yg gampang seneng, even from the smallest things. as expected, the things i do currently doesnt give me as much joy as before. yk what? i feel pathetic krn driving force gue cm happiness. once i cant feel that, theres nothing left the world can offer

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gue ngerasa idup yg fana ini sia sia. memang kynya depression is slowly creeping me up again. blm bs dapetin semangat idup for now. pdhl gue br selesai sakit. i still habe much to do after im better. gue kaya orang yg butuh sense of purpose pdhl aslinya im not that kind of person

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sudah di tahap legowo god is great god is good🙏🙏

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even di akun SMA GUE hes still there FUCK U INSTAGRAMMM

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ga minat idup

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blm di chat cintaku OOOOHHHH MO MATIII AARRGHHHHH

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i cant stand the disappointment in my future spouse

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sbrnnya slh satu ketakutan gue itu adalah ya… gimana kalo gue gabisa punya anak. what if i do want to have one with my partner? a biological one. i may say i dont want kids now, but hb later? what if i genuinely cant have kids? what can i do

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gue ga takut sakitnya tp gue takut outcomenya. ik ini anxiety talking but what if i took that brca test and its positive? mastectomy dan angkat ovarium it is. or what if my physique wont suffice for carrying a baby and could harm myself?