JAYnder (...Hiatus)

Jay! ● 🇵🇭🇵🇷 ● He/Him Only ● 22 ● NB ● ADHD Autistic ● HRT 8/26 ● RTs alot ● Art/Personal ●

❤ @orquidiaarte ❤

I create emojis, comics, and art! :0

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

Hi, #IAmNonbinary !!!! the name's Jay, I'm an Asian Latino who likes drawing stuff in MSPaint from time to time. you might have even seen my work float around! whatever you do, please take care, and have a good one!

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

you're all sick. she didn't deserve any of this. she never did. I'm so tired of this.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

you're so. so extremely fucking evil for this. you know that? are you TMA? do you know her family? do you know that TMA people can explore their genders and use he/him pronouns? do you know people can lose weight? what the fuck is wrong with you.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

I cannot fucking imagine what it took for everyone including you to 180 on them. TMA people CAN use different sets of pronoun. TMA people can EXPLORE their gender. what took you to the conclusion. what took you to believe my past words over someone else's

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

gonna just fucking o_______e at this point all my fears are just being proven right rn despite everyone saying they're just delusions ok

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

literally went on priv for a second and saw my own moots talking about ivy and me. I'm so fucking tired and im done.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

"where's Ivy and Jay rn" none of your business. leave us the fuck alone.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

"you ok" no man. no.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

"where's Ivy and Jay rn" none of your business. leave us the fuck alone.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

I can't say hi to my gf publically anymore. I can't do anything. nothing matters. I'm still sad about that.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

@MediocreIndigo I can't disclose anything about her rn, sorry

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

Hi, alot has happened these past few months, and maybe you've seen my concerning tweets a month ago regarding people not caring for me. I was experiencing extreme delusions at that time, but still I extremely apologize for that. this will also say what's been happening as well-

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

@AmberBlaziken OH I'm sorry I meant the first one! I'm still extremely new to this diagnosis so apologies about that. i meant borderline personality disorder

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

@pakunado damn I actually genuinely didn't remember that. and yeah that's still wrong for me to say because people were being harassed just for being tangently associated with me? yeah that wasn't ok.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

@pakunado Oh yeah I'm sorry about that. iirc in some tweets I said that my friends didn't actually care and said "fuck you" and then another one where I said "please don't check on me only for a suicide prevention check I don't care" it was apart of a delusion I had.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

I guess. this is also just an update that I am trying to get the help rn for higher therapy services and activities to help distract myself rn. I just hope everyone is doing good. I won't be here for a while. if you have any questions or inquiries let me know, k? have a good one

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

in recovery. I dont really expect everyone to just. suddenly forgive me because of what I listed, I truly understand. they aren't excuses for saying shitty tweets. I just wanted people to know rn I'm trying to heal from a fucked up relapse of suicidal idealation-

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

That is it. Apologies if this is poorly worded in the meantime during my break, as it is transcribed through a friend. Stay safe and be well.

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

Hello everyone, this is a friend of Jay's typing a message from Jay.
There is a lot going on right now. Some of my actions have culminated into this. Short thread ⬇️

[JAYnder (...Hiatus) @SucculentBud]

I extend my sympathies and apologies to everyone in this situation because of me (but this is not a full statement again). Please grant them some grace too.