⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

i think I’m 15 again

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

@savannalamb02 All over again for all of them tbh 😂😂

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

I tripped over James’ foot and fell into Logan 😅 oops 😬

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

@Jess_Charlottee I really did 😭😭

[alicia🤍 @_Alifranchesca]

@bigtimerush we need a btr eras (but albums) tour asap😉

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

@Jessie76castle That is was my first thought was on James’ back I felt so bad 😂😂😂 I wish I did more m&g but I had no money

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

@Jessie76castle No it was so embarrassing 😭😭😭 i think I might have swore too 😭

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Oh and I was so mesmerised by Carlos that I forgot to take my VIP tag off for the photo LOL 😂

[nn. @eternaldroplets]

the rage you suddenly feel on a random night after not feeling anything for awhile. "i didn't deserve to be treated like that" repeatedly playing in your mind, urging you to hate many things. yet you still have some love to give, even after it happened, even when you are angry.

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

@Jess_Charlottee Obviously you’d be invited 👌🏼

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

I might save up money to have my own personal BTR show with a few friends because honestly I think that’ll be a lot nicer

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Sorry it just makes me hella mad that I feel I don’t even get a fucking chance when I full well know I deserve that shit

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Also RIP to my chance to ever being WWG 😂😂🫠

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

I would much prefer BTR do seated shows tbh, I’ll have no stress and not have to queue up at stupid o clock in the morning for a spot where realistically I stare at a fucking speaker because 10 individuals get front row Center everytime 🙄🫠

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

A friend of mine also managed to squeeze her friend in front of me too so I was already pissed off at that

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Thankfully I was in a prime spot where the boys would come over occasionally, but still

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Then what pisses me off more is that the same group of individuals got poses in London and I was told no??? Like what the hell. I’ve waited YEARS for this and yet i followed every darn rule

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

That same group of individuals who got front row and Center every time, get multiple photos everytime like give me a fucking chance honestly

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

There was like 10 of them too so of course my barrier view was gonna be shit 🙄🙄🙄

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Maybe I should have got there earlier idk, but for me personally it just wasn’t possible

[⚡️hannah⚡️🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋 @SuchHannahQueen]

Honestly i love big time rush, like 13 years I’ve waited for them to come back to 🇬🇧 but I can’t help but feel my chance got ruined by other fans