@LHybrid9734 I will, it’s just that I’m overly self-critical. I need to get to work instead of whining. But it’s hard to stay afloat; waves keep dragging me into shallows, and I get stuck there for ages. I like Odysseus, wanting to return home to Ithaca, only for Gods to send trials him way.
Perhaps people in civilized world have known this all along, but for someone like me—living in the remote backwoods on border of Europe and Asia—it is naturally something I wouldn't know. I’ve watched so much material and read various books on subject, yet it’s been to no avail.
How I feel—a photo in color. It used to take the form of hysteria, but now I can describe this feeling precisely. I have changed my life, yet I still cannot find my true calling—something that would allow me to live a full life and work like every, know one's place.
I am trying to find the driving force behind my work. I have already resolved the fundamental issues, but I need an impetus for my work to truly flourish. So don't be surprised if I post all sorts of things.
Dar'Edem, after swimming, sat on the sandy shore; Master Chief joins him, notices an erection, and give pleasure to his trophy. (I'll try posting it again to see if there are any changes)
This is my first animation I made—the one that got me started in this field. Maybe it was a mistake, but it’s too late; there’s no turning back, so I’m going to see it through to the end.
New life without "foreign agent" label, the end of the conflict in Ukraine, Triumph of Leftism and AI / Ponasenkov: https://t.co/g65lniiJrg Check this video by using translations and share important knowledge with others. As for me, stay tuned for new animations and my expose AI.
The next animation is a long way off... I've returned to the story-driven format I started with. I write it first, create a scene based on it, and then work on the animation. It'll be a very difficult time, but I'll try to surprise you.