ellie 🖤

chenji writer since 2020 🫶🏻

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

chenji au 🔭🏀

where chenle is a very famous basketball player in college and jisung is a normal astronomy major student who strongly dislikes chenle for believing he's just a show off

what jisung doesn't know is that chenle secretly finds him very cute

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

it's like an ex texting you after literally destroying your entire world to ask if you're ok

[★🫑.ᐟ @markfcore]

MARK 1ST BBL AFTER THE ANNOUNCEMENT 🥲

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

mark leaving is hurting more than all of my breakups together

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

his silence is deafening and i know he just rly needs everyone to settle in and be calmer but i never wanted to desperately to listen to him say literally anything

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

I love you minhyung, more than i can even explain

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

i thought I'd feel better once i woke up but i still feel like dying

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

i kind of want to take a night train so i can travel while listening to the saddest nct dream songs as i grieve and sob and sit in my hurt

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

the way i cant even explain what im feeling right now... its just....pain... and im sitting on it and this really bad and heavy feeling in my chest it's like im physically sick

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

why does it hurt like he's part of my close family

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

i guess life is going to suck forever now

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

you told me you'd be my home, but now i'm homeless, mark...

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

you're telling me i have to move on from something that has been my entire life for OVER TEN YEARS

not a single freaking day of my existence was 7dreamless, ever ever ever ever ever....... i just can't deal with this

they are the only comfort i have in this nightmare of a life

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

i cant even focus on anything today, couldn't be happy at lunch with my mom and grandma couldn't smile couldn't eat i just want God to take me already

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

im giving up on everything istg there's no reason to keep up with this sht if marks not here anymore

[NCT DREAM @NCTsmtown_DREAM]

〖 Dear DREAM 〗

NCT DREAM ‘GO UP’
🎬2018 08 30
💿2018 09 03

#NCTDREAM #GO_UP #NCTDREAM_GO_UP
#WE_GO_UP
#NCT

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

seriously i dont think anything in kpop ever hurt me this much

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

WHY GOD WHY PLEASE STOP IT PLEASE

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

why, why is this happening why

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

mark is a solid, solid part of my life... he has been for A DECADE.... he has saved my life more times than i can count and this is just a pure crazy nightmare for me, I can't even put into words properly my mind hasn't been messy like this in long time

[ellie 🖤 @sungleIe]

i literally wish i was dead

[Kpop Charts @kchartsmaster]

NCT DREAM will reportedly make their comeback in November.

https://t.co/scPaHd0YaL