An introvert forging my own path in life. '74 - Love genealogy, history, crossstitch, books, dolphins, folklore, BTS, GOT7, kdramas! ๐ ๐ Shine. Dream. Smile.
@choi_bts2 Chronic pain is the worst. You're not alone. I'm so sorry you were injured & are experiencing this. Take care of yourself. I hope you find some effective pain management. Sending you lots of extra strength & healing vibes. ๐ซ๐ผ๐๐ธ
The timeline algorithm is funny. I've never seen so many Maple ARMY posts!I I really hope you all have a great week! Give BTS the best time and so much love at the concerts! I'm living vicariously through your posts. Lol. ๐ ๐
#WeStandWithBTS The past two days have been chaotic in the social media world, with ARMYs defending BTS from people who have suddenly come out of the woodwork to criticize or ridicule their decision. Moments like this remind me of something far more important. Before we get caught up in arguments with strangers on the internet, it might be worth remembering how we became ARMY in the first place.
I suspect that for most of us, it wasn't because of an award, a chart position, or what a critic had to say. It was because, at some point, BTS and their music found us exactly when we needed them. This is how it happened for me.
Among my middle-aged peers, I stand out as somewhat unique: I stay closely attuned to youth culture, from music and fashion to their evolving slang. Perhaps this comes naturally because I teach and counsel young people, and I also try to make it my mission to listen to and understand what excites and inspires them. Recognizing that I'm genuinely interested in their world, my students are never shy about sharing their passions with me.
When BTS first appeared on the Korean music scene, none of my students seemed enthusiastic, as no one mentioned them to me. I first vaguely heard about BTS through a news article that highlighted Bang Si-hyuk and his new music label, Big Hit Entertaiment. But the group's nameโ๋ฐฉํ์๋ ๋จ (Bangtan Sonyeondan) (Bulletproof Boy Scouts in English)โstruck me as peculiar, if not a bit puzzling. I remember the public reaction at the time being quite harsh, with many mocking it as perhaps the worst idol group name ever and criticizing the members' looks as insufficient for surviving the cutthroat K-pop industry. Soon enough, I forgot about the group altogether.
Two years later, in 2015, however, two students, who were early ARMY members, introduced me to BTS during a classroom break. They passionately praised the group's lyrics criticizing Korea's ruthless educational system and the immense pressures placed on young people. Surprised that BTS had not already faded away in the harsh idol landscape, I listened as my students played "๋ฑ์ (Baepsae)," literally meaning "A Have-not," but better known by its English title, "Silver Spoon." I was taken aback by the lyrics, accustomed as I was to idol songs centered mostly on romance and heartbreak.
It reminded me of earlier generations of Korean artists such as Seo Taiji and H.O.T., who had challenged social norms and educational pressures. Seo Taiji's 1994 heavy metal song "Classroom Idea" had boldly confronted Korea's education system, with its relentless pressure on students, leading to the song being banned from public broadcast. It felt as though BTS had picked up that torch twenty years later, with the added courage of writing their own lyrics, something still uncommon among idol groups.
Impressed, I began exploring BTS's music videos and live performances. The song "์ฉ์ด (Dope)" particularly captivated me. Its playful yet pointed commentary on social inequality, clever wordplay, and flawless choreography were exhilarating. It was then that I understood why BTS had become renowned for their ์นผ๊ตฐ๋ฌด (kal-goon-moo), or "knife-like choreography," movements so synchronized and precise that they seemed almost mathematically perfect.
But it was RM's mixtape, released later that same year, that transformed me from an intrigued listener into a lifelong ARMY. To me, it was not simply an album but an authentic and courageous glimpse into his innermost struggles. RM transformed anxiety, confusion, and loneliness into poetic, reflective music. His lyrics were intense and unfiltered, at times hauntingly bleak, exploring life's complexities and darker realities.
In my favorite track, "Life," RM reflected on the difference between merely existing and truly living. He questioned whether happiness lies in chasing dreams or in embracing the quiet, ordinary moments that together make up a life. His restrained yet emotional delivery resonated with me, capturing the beautiful melancholy of life's unanswered questions. It amazed me that someone so young could create something so mature, intricate, and artistically fearless.
From then on, my admiration for BTS only deepened as each member consistently produced work marked by excellence, creativity, and sincerity. That admiration inspired me to create my first social media account on Twitter in 2017, dedicated to analyzing and translating BTS's lyrics for ARMYs around the world.
From the moment I discovered BTS in 2015 until today, I have followed them passionately. Over the years, I came to admire them not only as musicians but as human beings. Their generosity toward others, the countless charitable causes they have supported, the comfort and encouragement they have given millions through their lyrics, the laughter they have brought through Run BTS, Bon Voyage, In the SOOP, and countless other moments, the unconditional love they have shown ARMY, and the extraordinary commitment they bring to every single performanceโall of it has only deepened my respect for them.
I listen to all kinds of music, but BTS is the only artist I follow. They are the only artists for whom I willingly spend my time, energy, and money. Because following BTS has enriched my life in ways I never expected. Their music has been the soundtrack to some of my happiest memories, and even now, whenever life becomes a little overwhelming, I throw a few BTS CDs, such as mono., Agust D D-2, Jack In The Box, into my car, drive aimlessly through the city, and let the music settle my mind. Somehow, it always does. No other artist has ever had that effect on me.
I've read countless stories from ARMYs who say BTS helped save their lives or carried them through their darkest moments. My story isn't quite like that. But BTS has undeniably made my life happier and richer. They have also introduced me to friends from every corner of the world. Because of BTS, the world feels smaller, warmer, and more connected. Every ARMY I've met has been kind, thoughtful, funny, and endlessly interesting.
So when I see everything happening online over the past two days, I remind myself why I became ARMY in the first place. It was never because of trophies, critics, or headlines. It was because BTS created music that spoke honestly about life and, in doing so, brought millions of us together. For that, I will always be grateful.