As stated in my bio, this acc is used in a rather separate, different identity to share my reserved bs somewhere. I also used this acc to see whether or not I'm more comfortable expressing myself this way w restricted people knowing such existence of this account, too. (1/4)
I'm just, so exhausted and scared for the time being, sorry. It feels like reliving my traumatic experiences all over again which I hate, I definetly have hurt other people around me so far because of this, I'm sorry
//cw vent & sh mentioned, del later
Usually I'd journal my thoughts and feelings or draw something to distract myself from feeling down, but today, something horrible happened that had fucked me up so bad I've been having non-stop anxiety attacks for the past few hours.
Being caught at such a vulnerable moment, it all feels so sickly familiar. I've been worrying nonstop on what will happen to me once I see them next time (they're an acquaintances I see every day). Other little things happened which further ruined my mental condition too there.
Woah didn't expect this to get that many likes in less than a day, thank you for the appreciation !! I'll try my best to draw more sexed up (optional) Tenna
I haven't added this onto my accs bio, but I do not intend in having Proshippers interact with my account in any way. It's an instant block for me, please get out.
I also realized how often I inconsistently drew his head lol. It'ss something I still struggle a lot to draw since I'm never sure wether he should have an asymmetrical shape or not
I first drew Tenna at early Feb and have drew him like...a total of 10ยฑ times this year, which I would not consider many, but only now have I come to realize that I've drawn 3 (if u count og DR too) different Tenna AU's lol
I drew a self-indulgent Tenna doodle today since it's been a while since I drew him, when I did, it only made me fall in love with him even more...Tenna the precious muse that you are