◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓.

[ferry lyric bot @ferrylyrics]

and god is smiling on me

[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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oh, doctor... i don't think. haah... i don't think 's on right anymore. you've gotta cut it off. just stitch me back together again and again until i get better,
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[⋆˚࿔✃𓄧 𝓝𝒰𝑅𝒮𝐸 𝐵𝒶𝓇𝓁𝑜𝓌. @prescribedlove]

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⠀ ⠀ i can hear you fine, dear. don’t lose your head.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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ccan you still Hear me? anyone.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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please. Please just hold me. hold me for a little while. i'll be good.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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i know. i'll meet you there., After.
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀uh. perhaps return to me after my engine therapy. yes, yes .. i'll be tempted by homosexual thoughts i'm sure of it. maybe.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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it'll be okay. life's got a... got a funny way of working itself out. i certainly won't be the one to change your mind. but i'd like to. that'd be nice.
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀i'm a little frightened.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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not yet.
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀i'm not .
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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eheh... only for you.
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀? are you gay
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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w Wow. i think i'm in love with you.
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀it's 8 flaccid inches of perverse ugliness .
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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please don't do that to your Beautiful penis.
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀?
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[𓉸ྀི 𓏼 ͜ ɠƖųʂƙıŋ 。 @downstairsgroom]

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⠀⠀i punch my erections flat.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@splatterchrist ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
of course i do.

( he responds with a kind of clarity that feels misplaced in a man so manic. ante's eye seems to focus, briefly, the other still frozen in place. )

eheh... i don't talk to outsiders. not often. the therapy is all i can think about.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

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eheh... i don't need anything. nothing at all. it's just been so, so long since i've seen you. where have you been? i missed you.
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[ᅠ ᅠ 𝓬𝚘𝐤𝘦ᅠ ᅠ︶ᅠ ᅠ𝑤ℎ𝗼𝖗ℯ ᅠ ᵎᵎ @blaireceos]

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all of you are the same .. suck—ups when you want something. shibal, what do you want ?

[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@bIacksites ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
u. xs ... tf, yyei. under alejandro.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@bIacksites ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
p. please,. don't leave, doctor. stay with me, just like this. we can have so much fun together. i promise.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@splatterchrist ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
mm.

( it's almost too easy to move ante how you'd like, not a moment of resistance before he's taken the position asked of him, like a doll. relaxing his functional eye while the other remains wide open. )

it's okay. they're taking care of me.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@splatterchrist ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
side effects.

( ante shrugs, already moving until he's up close and personal with the other man, almost too close. trailing a finger just under the rotted eye. )
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@bIacksites ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
i don't need sleep. i can't sleep. not until everything is quiet again. the. the doctors need me. You need me.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@splatterchrist ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
you, ah... you don't work here. not with us. we're., we're different. special.
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[◟♯ / 𝑯𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓. @terminaIucidity]

@bIacksites ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ⠀
mm... anything for you, missus. i'll be good., so good.
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