I just really don’t want to have another episode but no one wants to listen to me and I’m it’s of emotionally dumping on my friends. It isn’t fair to them
That’s why I drown myself with work and school cause I can’t find peace anywhere in my personal life and it’s so upsetting that I can’t find peace anywhere and is what to do or how to feel
Im sitting struggling and depressed cause I don’t understand my purpose on this earth. I just don’t have anymore sympathy left stored in me to crying over a nigga that’s had a 10 year plan to take you seriously
And I really don’t mean to be or sound bitter but damn if you gone go back cry silently cause I just feel like if you not gone learn your lesson the first 974 times then take your Ls like a champ
And it’s like I have a hard time telling my friends the truth anymore cause they don’t listen and then start crying when they get burned after touching fire
And I don’t know how to help my friends anymore cause they sitting here crying for the sake of love and I know I’m supposed to support but gahdamn I’m single so I don’t deal with this. You think I wanna hear this at our big age?