Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍

•artist/song writer/designer - booking info: [email protected] - ask for my FB • music on all streaming sites #OutTheWayGang CEO 4️⃣✌🏽🌍

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Mood:

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Everybody before me type shit. Idk if it’s on purpose or not but it seems like it

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Type shit

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

And so did my mind lol I apologize to myself

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

My tweets went crazy yesterday

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

No longer invested in anything.
If it doesn’t bring peace or clarity, I’m sure my brain will thank me in the long-run…

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Chin up.
Chest out.
Let’s start this day.
Cinco de mayo.
Pour me up.

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

I just don’t think I was meant to be special to anybody (but my kids) even my nieces n nephews I raised don’t think about me much and I gave them MOST of my life…, 😅 I’m that guy in everybody’s lives.

LongLiveWoppo.

He actually SAW me.
Good&Bad…
💔

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

I think the word I’m looking for is invisible….. has to be. I’m never taken into consideration, nd when I m it’s like they’re asking me last minute. Or don’t wanna ask because they assume ima say no…

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Yeah… ok…

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

When the last time y’all laid up & scrolled together in silence but solitude?…

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Kuz I don’t remember…

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

When the last time y’all got a hug for no reason from your significant other…

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Thing about having a nervous system issue is nobody can see it. Nobody cares. You should be able to “control yourself & emotions” …. But when your brain been screaming for years it’s harder to suppress.

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Definitely can see me having a stroke or heart attack. I just hope I don’t experience one fr. You can literally die from a broken heart too. chest definitely been weird lately..

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

I know she be seeing some of the things I put on social media…. But do we ever talk about it? Ima let y’all guess that one.. and I mean really talk, like …. In depth

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Transparency tweet: I send you all sorts of videos that are “supposed” to help us become closer…

Plot twist: I get NO feedback about the videos OR I don’t see any effort in even trying to understand me.

THAT SHIT IS A GIANT SLAP IN MY FACE FR..
Instant shutdown…. But ILY 😔

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

Yeah we can have sex, but I’m more into love-making most times when I’m in need… I crave THAT connection the most. But there I go being sensitive again I guess.

[Locklife BeeJay 4️⃣✌🏽🌍 @THCbeejay]

I make perfect sense to me.
I’m my biggest critic.
I’m my own worst enemy.

Reasons why I need my woman to bring my mind PEACE.
SMALL REQUIREMENT.
just rub my back sometimes and ask me questions without bias. The sex won’t hit if my brain is scrambled.