@ashmatics One time my dad suggested to me to use ai to help me reference rules for dnd and I couldn't communicate the emotion I was feeling but I just looked at him and said "I own the corebooks and everything else is written down on the sheet. Why would I ever"
Yknow what I mean? Like YOU may not see it because you're used to me, but I'm fairly certain that there are some other people who will absolutely see a faggot that needs to be "fixed"
@copykel It sounds like you derealize all the time and driving is what grounds you, you panic when it happens because you no longer feel at your normal