♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰

pǝʎɐɹd I ǝɯıʇǝɟıl ɐ 'ɹoıʌɐɥǝq ǝʞılʇuıɐS' ɹoıʌɐs ʎɯ ǝʞıl pǝıɟıɔnɹɔ 'pǝıɟıɔnɹɔ ɯ,I⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ |21+|

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

⠀ Jesus！ 救いを強請るなら. . . 祈れ！

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀【Father Craig Tucker 】
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ≫ South Park
≫ Mature/Dark topics/Religious Themes
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀≫ MDNI, DD DNE

⠀ ⠀⠀ ≾ ✎; #ᴄᴀɴɴɪʙᴀʟɪꜱᴛɪᴄꜱɪʀᴇɴ ≿
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ≾ ⇔ & ♡? ≿

[ُ @grnte]

my heart is heavy, unliftable. i talk with angels.

[ً @holyaches]

he is half of my soul， as the poets say.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

>>> admitting. But, mistakes were made to be lessons one learned from. Sometimes it did good to help others too.

Like stories passed down for generations.

“What kind of things do you do?”

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

He was free to talk on anything he wanted, though believing in something like immortality wasn’t easy.

Even despite his own secrets, some things were hard to wrap your mind around. But. . . That’s what miracles were.

Or generally categorized as, being unable to die>>>

[𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙄𝘾𝘼𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝙏𝙀 𝙏𝙍𝘼𝙎𝙃ᝰ.ᐟ @KILLMEX0X0]

it is true that it didn't start as a choice. pain was something he was born and cursed with. he never asked for it, to die again and again. doing all kinds of fucked up shit was his only way of reclaiming control over it, to make it feel like he chose it. he wishes he could >

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

>>>seemed like a miracles on the surface. But anyone who took time to think on it further would see otherwise.

“Used to, it’s a past I’ve moved on from personally.”

He’d finally answer, albeit a bit hesitant, it wasn’t something he was proud of>>>

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

/ / I thought I beat my sickness, I was wrong.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@KILLMEX0X0 / / Hold on, give me a few minutes to track it down.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

/ / Growing up, I got used to not being the first pick. People replacing me, confessing they do so, and even now people'll still choose to hang out with others given the chance rather than be with me.

Even being used to this, I don't know why it still hurts so much.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@KILLMEX0X0 / / Yeah, I'd be down to write that!

Do I need to find the thread, or do you got it?

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@KILLMEX0X0 / / Thank you, you're too kind to me. ;;

I could probably use a distraction, I was probably just going to watch Youtube otherwise.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@KILLMEX0X0 / / Maybe. But this sorta thing has also happened all my life, I do wonder if there is something about me.

But, I know I'll be alright eventually, just need some time to let my emotions sort themselves out again.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@KILLMEX0X0 / / It's whatever at this point I guess. unu

Maybe I need to work more on self improvement or something, find out how to make myself more interesting to hang around with for others.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@KILLMEX0X0 / / Just some self loathing hours honestly.

I've been waiting a while to hang out with someone, and at some point they left me for another VC.

Granted, I was invited, however, everyone there was muted doing their own things, and I don't really know them.

[︎ ︎ ︎ ،،̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ HELL'S ︎ ︎ ︎ ꒷꒦ ︎ ︎ BELLS. @devouringink]

the years have been hard on this lonely heart, if you wanna know the truth.

[ُ @grnte]

i only fear god, the rest of them bleed like me.

[︎ ︎ ︎ ،،̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ HELL'S ︎ ︎ ︎ ꒷꒦ ︎ ︎ BELLS. @devouringink]

my subconscious keeps whispering your name, letting you bewitch my heart.

[ُ @grnte]

you’re an angel, my angel.

[♰ ℙ𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕘 ♰ @TheDeusDefectum]

@impishanxcoff

[ً @holyaches]

i promise to like you still even after you've told me all your secrets. i'm not nice， you're just special.

[𝘼𝙈𝙀𝙍𝙄𝘾𝘼𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝙏𝙀 𝙏𝙍𝘼𝙎𝙃ᝰ.ᐟ @KILLMEX0X0]

☆ —————

[︎ ︎ ︎ ،،̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ HELL'S ︎ ︎ ︎ ꒷꒦ ︎ ︎ BELLS. @devouringink]

C'MON, PRAISE ME JUST FOR LIVING. PLEASE!