i start hrt next week again after a year and almost a half of not being on it since bottom surgery ....
mmmmmmMMMMMMM .........
why am i nervous ?? idk but im also v v v v excited
i haven't dated a man in almost 7 years ..... but the women ive been interested have ripped my heart out and blew it up bruh chewed it up spat it out ,, stomped on it
oh im feeling dramatic ... and loud and annoying and whatever AAAAAA IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THIS ANF I WONT BE
you know what hurts? when someone slowly stops asking about your day, your life, your thoughts... and one day you realize they stopped being curious about you a long time ago
i cant do this but i just ... needa push .. for him at least .. when he says hes haply im still here .. my own partner wont even say that .. im so lost fuck
sitting alone at home after being sent away anf like ....
nobody here give a single fuck . why am i here ??
oh bc i wanna be arounf fot my mates first concert and hes happy im alive
IM NOT HAPPY
MY GF DOESNT GIVE A FUCK EITHER
I WANT TO BE HAPPY BUT I CANT
went to hang with my mom ...
sat on her floor and the first thing she said to me after coming back was that i look like i lost a lot of weight ....
fr ?