It’s the 16th again… 19 months today, Liam. I don’t know how so much time has passed, or how the world just kept moving without you in it.
There are still days when I forget you’re gone. For a moment, everything feels normal... and then it hits me all over again, out of nowhere. And every time, it feels just as unreal. Like this can’t possibly be the truth. Like I’ll wake up and find out it was all just a nightmare.
But it isn’t. And that’s hard.
Some days I can carry it. Other days it feels too heavy, like the wound is still open, still new.. It’s unfair. You should still be here. None of this feels right without you…
But we’re still here. And we’ll keep being here, for you. We’ll carry you with us in everything we do, in the way we live, in the way we love. We’ll try our best to keep your memory alive, to keep your light moving forward in this world.
I hope you know how deeply you’re loved. I hope you always knew. And I hope, somehow, you can still feel it ❤️🩹🕊
"Louis you're re finally ready to accept love in your life, which I feel you've blocked for a while..."
Louis:"To be honest it's not, like I've always been quiet an emotional guy, a romantic guy...it's probably more about loving myself...allowing myself to write these songs, to kind of feel the way that I do.."
#louistomlinson #howdidigethere
Louis has reached out to Liam’s family to have their permission for “Dark to light” 😭. Liam, I wish you could see how much you’re loved and missed, my boy.