Max Connor

The only thing I don't believe in.
Is. You.
Dear God... // {SV 18+} #TWDRP #OC #IntoTheFire #BPRP

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

Sneaking into the Outpost? What's worse than horrible? Stupendously awful?

This is a stupendously awful idea.

[Rosita. @LoboRoto]

We need to be ready.

{Irritated, she started to pace, heavy door to spartan wall, passing back and forth in front of @HamsMyBiscuits.}

This place. It's /home/. It's safe. Eugene, it's a goddamn sanctu...

{Lips clamping shut before that word, @FcknFriendly's word for --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- she looked to @PragmaticHope, clear eyed and hopeful.} Closure. {nodding} It's a beautiful thing. @SoManyArrows

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- {quietly} And fuck you.

{Stepping out on to the station platform, brow arching at the haphazardly placed crates littering the path, --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- turning away as the doors wooshed open, suddenly feeling lighter than she had in longer than she could remember.}

Goodbye Simon. --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- You can't touch me anymore.

{Hands out for balance as the train came to a halt, she took her last look @Be_Extra_Nice's face, --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- hand over her face, working her jaw.} You never cared about me. I'm an idiot for ever thinking you did. But... I've wised up. And you? --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- When I think of all the times I defended you. Took care of you. All the times I was /with/ you.

{Eyes stinging, she scrubbed a --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- Someone to show them how to be strong. All you do is show them how to cower. Put them on their knees. {mumbling} Put /me/ on my knees. --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- Getting torn to pieces... You have it coming. {quietly} You could have done so. much. good. Your people. They need a /leader/. --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- but I'd choke on those words. Truth is... Whatever happens to you down here? However long you survive in the dark. Being afraid. --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- she swallowed hard; cheeks flushed with a swirl of anger and embarrassment at just how long she'd played the fool.}

I'd like to, --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

I'd like to tell you I'm sorry.

{Standing over @Be_Extra_Nice's unconcious form, knees locked for balance as the high speed train swayed -

[Blackberry Patch RP @Tingling_Lemons]

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[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- a good car, and you need one. That's all I'm saying. @PragmaticHope @SoManyArrows

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

- people there, right? Two cars might be good. You want it, take it. Not that you need my.... {quietly} It's - @PragmaticHope @SoManyArrows

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- looking uncertainly to @SoManyArrows, badly wanting to not get shot.} Our car. The keys are in it. You have extra -- @PragmaticHope

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- to do was not blow it.

Stepping on to the driveway, she carefully laced her fingers behind her head, -- @PragmaticHope @SoManyArrows

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- pretty sure he'd meant it.

@PragmaticHope had no reason to trust her. @SoManyArrows was willing to give her a chance.

All she had --

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- trying valiantly to shake off an overwhelming sense of dread.

@SoManyArrows had her back. He said it. And she was -- @PragmaticHope

[Max Connor @TheOutpostDoc]

-- body. Forever an asshole by association.

Great.

Gaze flickering towards @SoManyArrows, she worried her bottom lip, -- @PragmaticHope