David,
I think we all can feel like this. When you feel like that please ask the Holy Spirit to remind you of how beautify and wonderfully you were knitted in your Mothers Womb by Our Father In Heaven.
If I were there I would hug you and remind you that feelings are part of being a person. So as a child of God Almighty our Souls are His Breath, breath in the life and cast out all chains blocking your peace.
Bless You Child Of God Almighty ~
@JOKAQARMY1 I do not believe we should have so many people on death row FOR YEARS and YEARS! We pay for it too! If they are sentence to death it should be that very same day. Enough is enough.