sam

i am not okay

[sam @TheSamaraa]

It’s weird how I still believe in all the good you are, all that’s good about you (its not everything)

[sam @TheSamaraa]

First off fuck my last tweet, now how are you doing?

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Oh how much I wanna hug a ray of sunshine, a lamp, she who shines bright, she who sheds light

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Ew

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Congratulations to my future wife you landed yourself a proper man

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Just sent this to 5 gcs I hope my cry for help gets heard

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Decided listen to Bruno Mars' "I just might" with the intention of appreciating the good music I now listen to... and to no one's surprise such an uninspiring piece of music made to suit Ads and tiktoks, what a waste of talent

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So many people talked to me about how their love is so different; once even to help me get out of a situationship trynna tell me they “understand”… and I saw all those people fail to love once and again. Smh.

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Two years have passed and I don’t remember a week when it didn’t cross my mind

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What a wicked thing to do

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Passed by earlier tonight, looked over that tunnel and back the other way again. I guess some part of me still believes I might ever see you again.

[sam @TheSamaraa]

Despite this moon we share tonight inviting both of us to; I will keep myself from even saying hi. Not because of a grudge or me not wanting to but because if there is one thing I know for sure it’s that you can, and I have done way too often already.

[sam @TheSamaraa]

Much too late

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Please be advised I will be using those more often from this point onwards:
Stop talking
Shut the fuck up
I did not ask
I do not care

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“to love deeply without thinking of permanence, to stop asking life for guarantees it can’t give” now that is brave

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I would, but do you want me to?

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I ate 3 meals in 6 days that's not normal

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You're left with a feeling or a thought and you're like... who do I tell that? and that is something I only felt starting at the age of 27

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Where’s my appetite gone?

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like someone screwed my head in place so I could no longer move it then she came and sat right in front of me and I just can’t look away. I want to look away. Its been 2 years.