Victor ~°~ monster addict

21~☆~ Tried to get away from edtwt but it haunts me lmfao ~☆~ cw: 64 kg gw1: 60 kg ugw: 53 kg

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Welp.... Drunk ramblings made me straight up admit my ed to my entire friend group. Good thing I only see them twice a year

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

@bmoorbimbo Got diagnosed autism, depression and GAD

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

At a midsummer lunch at had the worst post food anxiety ever wtf. It wasn't even "I ate too much" or "I ate too little everyone thinks im weird" it was just general anxiety tf

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Hello thigh gap?!? Since when do I have a visible one while wearing pants?? Wasn't even intentional

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

I KNOW that skating develops a lot of leg and ass muscles but holy shit I hate it I look like the Scott Pilgrim artstyle

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Can I hot 60 kg before june ends? 🤔

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Is my snack aesthetic or what

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

I've walked 500 steps today.... It's past 10... Time to hit the gym until midnight

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

I want my thigh gap back :( I can force one but it's cheating.
Forcing vs relaxed

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Man I wanted to stretch and bc in the crossfit room why is there a man here watching tiktok 😒

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Bmi estimate?
7 kg down since my relapse yet I can't see any difference
🏷️ #edtwt #ricecaketwt

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

We did ballet today and I couldn't focus on my lines because I was getting distracted by my fat ass arms in the mirror

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

What if the barista poured 10 kg of sugar in my drink when I wasn't looking 🫪

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

@pienkani It even annoys me as a swede. I wanted to look for hotels in Tampere but couldn't find any because it decided that Tammerfors was the name 😒 bitch just use the actual name ffs

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Never trusting my watch ever again. My watch considers by body fat to be 17% 💀

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Why the FUCK are waffles so high cal?!?!

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

About to spend 3 hours on the treadmill. Will people be annoyed at me for hogging one for so long?

[UNDERGROUND RAPPER LAWLIET XXS @Ryuksasshair]

The things i would do to achieve this build

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

Every time I feel like giving up, I just think of how chopped I'd look in cosplay... Never again

[Victor ~°~ monster addict @ThousandAgain]

My autism did definitely not help with this. I love planning meals! I love chopping vegetables in neat minced piles. I love decorating cakes! Eat it? Not really the priority love

[n but gayer this month @thintechgodhead]

people with restrictive EDs be like i love food so much. i love buying it organizing it reading about it watching videos about it baking cooking everything. what do you mean “eating it”