@WhoisMonia No way plushies but not humans lmaao. I don't think it's age related, but I used to be a kid hater until like 26-27. I now love animals less too
@WhoisMonia My opinion might be radical but i believe there's no one ever that doesn't want children forever. It will always come as time goes on, it's a natural thing
Also can i ask how old you are?
I came to a point where the only way "i know of" to stay awake is to be standing up or to be sitting at the very edge of my chair uncomfortably. I was falling asleep without realizing it or suspecting that I am.
But today, the journey starts all over again!
Unfortunately I couldn't continue. I fell asleep after staying awake for 51 hours.
The last like 6 hours were the hardest, it reached a point where I have to watch out I don't sleep even when I'm using the bathroom. I once was using it and almost fell asleep
Starting today I'll be fasting from sleep. I will not be sleeping under no circumstance and will do whatever necessary to stay awake.
I'll be posting here what happens.
One time when I was struggling not to fall asleep on the toilet, I looked at the floor and saw these beautiful yellow lines that initially "didn't exist".
Then comes the last 2 hours. I had to stand up and walk around my room for a bit every like 10 mins of sitting
now I've been awake for 48 hours.
life feels more flexible and what i see and hear can change. i watched a video of a guy talking about mastering the simulation and he started talking as if he's with me talking to me. I also saw some kind of visual bugs? I guess hallucinations
Starting today I'll be fasting from sleep. I will not be sleeping under no circumstance and will do whatever necessary to stay awake.
I'll be posting here what happens.