did more... worse lighting bc its dark outside but whatevs.. not as pretty
theyre also small since its on my wrist and yet again need to hide under my bandaid lawl
in vc with 2 chinese friends and they both start holding a full convo in mandarin then out of nowhere i hear “amine gay aura” in between a bunch of mandarin words
sometimes i miss when i got groomed and then i feel like the scum of the earth for missing it eben though o know that's normal with grooming victims
i don't like calling myself a victim of it because it didn't feel like it was actual grooming
whenever i learnt that everyone isn't in constant pain, i was shocked.
i've been in constant pain my entire life, one part of my body has to always be hurting, and it's like background noise to me
so imagine my surprise whenever i learnt that that isn't normal!!