The reason I tend to vent here, is because I can't on anything where rl people will see. Its important to me that people in my life aren't worried about me, bc as much as I complain I know I'm fine, and their concern would just cause more issues.
/ mun is slightly sad tonight
I wish I didn't need constant attention or validation to feel wanted. I wish I could just, be content being me.
It's honestly the one trait of my BPD I don't have control over / that I've mastered.
I just have this constant yearning to be +
Important to someone. To be someone's favorite, or to be even just a priority.
My entire life ive been secondary to people, and now I just think that I'll never feel like I'm not disposable, I feel like my brain just programmed itself to always feel not needed or wanted.
She knows what that means.
She's going to gently brush her fingers through his blonde hair, pushing some of it behind his ear before gently cupping his cheek.
"Movie night?"
@PRASlNOPHOBIA Her eyes flutter open, and when she sees the plant, a huge, happy, warm grin spreads across her face. She looks up from the plant at Bruce and without skipping a beat, places a gentle kiss on his cheek.
"It's lovely."