@piercedtiara I feel the exact same way.
I do things for them, knowing that they would never do the same for me, because it makes me feel less hollow temporarily.
is it bad dat i value my friends over my own life… like if im going through it the only thing on my mind is if my friends would care and if theyre okay😭 its not like they would too its just dat its one sided and i get too attached..
I’m the worst. I’m so pathetically incompetent that I can’t even do the little things right to please people.
When will I learn? When will the pain stop?
Unfortunately, I have to admit that I have not done my best. My current situation is a direct consequence of my incompetence. I suck at doing this life thing.