But I’m okay. It’s getting easier. The facts of the situation are coming into focus, leaving the feelings to fade. I think about it less and less. It hurts less and less. I even blocked him, ensuring there were no doors left open. I give myself permission to be free. 🫶
I’ve made it a week since I found out you’re Facebook official with the girl you cheated on with me. The relationship status was burned into my head, I couldn’t escape it. I could rationalize how dumb it was and why he would do it, but I couldn’t shake how personal it felt.
I’ve made it two months without you. I thought I would die from the pain. I thought I would die without you. I thought I couldn’t listen to music anymore. I thought I’d never be able to stop thinking about how you ghosted me and threw me away like I never meant anything
Starting to forget what your voice sounded like & I’m no longer able to visualize the features of your face and body in 4k. I’ve wished for this since the moment you left me but fuck, there’s a part of me that doesn’t even know want to lose your ghost
If I had a nickel for every time Andy was humping a challenge, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice #survivor47#survivor
If we’re going to be stuck w Rome for a good chunk of the season, I just ask that we get shown plenty of him & anika Type A-ing all over each other post merge #Survivor47#Survivor