Autism: I rehearse conversations before they happen.
ADHD: I improvise conversations recklessly.
AuDHD: I rehearse them and still improvise badly somehow.
One of the sneakiest parts of ADHD for me is demand avoidance. The moment something becomes an obligation, even things I like start feeling impossible.
I wish I didn't have ADHD.
I'm tired of ghosting friends I love.
I'm tired of starting projects I'll never finish.
I'm tired of apologising for things I can't control.
Anyone calling this a superpower has never had to live inside it.
adhd ruins my life everyday it pisses me off when people talk about it like some quirky personality trait. do you understand how horrific it is to know you have to get something done and your brain is on red alert screaming at you to do it but you just physically cant
Omg this pic I took during takeover tour with Josh in the shadows while only Tyler is in the light is even more cool now 😵💫
(Navigating still is pure fire) #clancy