She asks me how I am and whether I'm looking after myself; she tells me that she doesn't think much of this Ian guy. We arrange to meet for a drink sometime next week.
I hang up.
Which fucking Ian guy?
She asks me how I am and whether I'm looking after myself; she tells me that she doesn't think much of this Ian guy. We arrange to meet for a drink sometime next week.
I hang up.
Which fucking Ian guy?
I phone Liz early afternoon. She's nice to me. She says what a good couple we made, that I have done Laura good, allowed her to have fun, given her an interest in something other than work - I'm interpreting. This is what she means, I think.
All my life I have wanted to have a relationship with a musician: I'd want her to write songs at home and ask me what I thought of them, and maybe include one of our private jokes in the lyrics, and thank me in the sleeve notes.
She'll clear it out soon, and the Marie Celestial air about the place - the half-read paperbacks on the bedside table and the knickers in the dirty clothes basket - will vanish.
I was worried about what it would be like, coming back to the flat tonight, but it's fine: the unreliable sense of well-being I've had since this morning is still with me. And, anyway, it won't always be like this, with all her things around.