Luci

I have an eating disorder except im not skinny enough so not really

age:20///

hard relapse

bmi 16.8

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I hate how much better you feel after your eat

[Luci @toydollyxX]

@juliesdiary444 Weird shits

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I went on a 'date' with my situationship and I told him I wanted to lose weight and he just looked at me like this

[Luci @toydollyxX]

@yhzous Yall are so regarded </3

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I told someone i gained 10 pounds and they said "you still have a thigh gap what more do you want"
I WANNA BE UNDERWEIGHT AGAIN

[Luxis 🇪🇸🇷🇴 | @lucia_revi61297]

Real I wanna look like a skeleton

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I havent eaten a meal in a couple of days
Finally ate pasta
Had liquid shit diarrhea after
Im never eating a meal ever again

[Luxis 🇪🇸🇷🇴 | @lucia_revi61297]

Ok this made me sad cus it's so real 😀

[Luci @toydollyxX]

After being raped i feel so disgusted eating
I need to eat i cant do my studies without the energy but I keep trying to fill myself with water and energy drinks
It never works energy drinks just make me too shaky and not think straight

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I was just attacked by my boyfriend of 7 years
I genuinely dont know what to do

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I have eaten my way to 100 pounds like im so angry im drf gonna speed run 80 pounds

[Luci @toydollyxX]

IM THE WORST ANOREXIC

[Luci @toydollyxX]

Ya there's not actual way im hitting 80 pounds before the year ends

[Luci @toydollyxX]

Okay if a disappear im recovering

[Luci @toydollyxX]

Unpopular opinion but if a person with an ed is eating a boycotted brand I dont think we should hate on them,,, but idk

[Luci @toydollyxX]

I will have the biggest crash out if im not 80 pounds by the end of the year

[Luci @toydollyxX]

@onnoffscale Luckyyyy when I get the munchies I can easily eat 2000 calories

[Luci @toydollyxX]

My dad comes back from Mexico to night
IM SO WORRIED ABOUT TONIGHTS CALORIES but at least I get food from Mexico </3

[Luci @toydollyxX]

Sorry babe I got working out for 2 hours to do </3

[Luci @toydollyxX]

Im just so glad when I ask "did I get skinnier" or "do I look unhealthy" he actually tells the truth to me