so your 20s are like one big humiliation ritual until 27 - 30 where you have to fight suicidal ideation bc after 30 is when life actually starts?! got it.
disappointment is weird because yes i want to forgive you, whole heartedly... but my mind is struggling to comprehend why would you ever think it was ok to do me like that
It's so selfish to enter someone's life, see that they're a loving, cheerful, and good person, and decide to ruin their peace because you haven't dealt with your own issues. Leave people alone if you have no intention of showing up with sincerity.
My ex used to make fun of me and mock me to my mother about my suicidal ideas. I didn’t even have time to do more than this but I hope you eat your words.