we can touch each other.
•~I’m begging, pleading with @ReportTheirSave, not just for my own pleasure, but his. Who is this girl? Where did she come from? Has she always been there, latent beneath my skin?
My belly is full of liquid fire. I burn with it.~• Please. Say yes.
He’s rigid beneath me. I’m so close, but what I can do here won’t be enough.~• Tell me you have a head for numbers, Stud.
•~My pulse pounds in my ears and between my legs. I bite my lip and tell @ReportTheirSave.~• 555-2437. Text me your address. Let me finish this somewhere>
•~I swallow, trembling in @ReportTheirSave’s lap.~• More than that, I need permission to come.
•~My lips are close to his. Because I can’t kiss him, I trail my fingers over his mouth.~• May I, Sir?
•~The need is overwhelming. My breathing is erratic and my eyes roll back.>
pulse point. I feel his hands tense where they are on my waist. The restraint is an aphrodisiac.
@ReportTheirSave’s nod is subtle. He demands I tell him anything, everything that’s on my mind.
Pulling back to meet the steel blue of his gaze, I admit.~• I need to come. >>
breasts graze his chest. My fingers tangle in his hair and I grind against @ReportTheirSave.
His voice is rough as he whispers against my neck. He tells me how I feel, how I make him feel. I moan at the dark, commanding tone.~• Can I make a confession?
•~My nose brushes his>>
breath catches and I whimper.~• I want to kiss you, but I can’t. It’s against the rules.
•~There’s something about @ReportTheirSave that I can’t explain. My chest feels tight.~• The camera is over my shoulder. One of the girls was fucking Johns. They’re watching.
•~I let my
like you see me.
•~Tossing my hair over my shoulders so it hangs down my back, I bare my breasts. My nipples strain against glittery pasties. He doesn’t look at my chest.~• The real me. Not the girl I am on stage.
•~I swivel my hips, grinding against @ReportTheirSave. My >>
naked in front of someone I barely know but feel hopelessly attracted to.
Straddling @ReportTheirSave’s lap, I put his hands on my waist. My own rest on his shoulders. My tiny g-string is soaking wet. He probably feels it through his jeans.~• You’ve got gorgeous eyes. I feel >>
scent of his cologne and my first good look at him.
@ReportTheirSave is well built. He’s got the bluest eyes I’ve ever seen. His shoulders are tense. Rubbing them, I make small talk.~• I’ve never done this before.
I circle him. In this moment, it feels strange being next to >>
this.
Taking @ReportTheirSave’s hand, I lead him into the room and let the door shut in Dutch’s face.~• Ignore him. They pay him for the superiority complex.
•~I guide him to the straight backed chair. Walking around him, I drag my hand over his shoulders and drink in the >>
extras. She’s a dancer, not a whore.”
•~Holy shit. I’m really doing this.
@ReportTheirSave’s voice makes my knees weak. It’s deliciously dark.~• “Understood, dude. I just want to spend time with her.”
•~Dutch snorts. My stomach flips. I won’t let Dutch or anyone cheapen >>
me is grinning like it’s his birthday, it’s Christmas morning (and) he won the lottery.
At the door to the lounge, Dutch gives @ReportTheirSave the spiel.~• “Your hands don’t go anywhere she doesn’t put them. There’s a camera, so don’t think about making a move or asking for >>
the stage. Before Dutch can reach up to take my hand, @ReportTheirSave is there. He offers me his, palm up, and I accept it.
The crowd gasps when Dutch escorts us through the sea of bodies. I don’t do this. Everyone knows I don’t do this.
For his part, the guy standing next to>
my legs.~• “I need you, to give me the green light.”
•~This was dangerous. There were rules I would need to follow. Things I could and couldn’t do. A camera that would keep it from going too far.
I fight to conceal the tremor that racks my body as I walk toward the edge of >>
with something I had never given anyone else. I wanted to feel @ReportTheirSave’s body harden beneath me and his hands wreath my waist.
My heart thunders in my ears.~• “But only if it feels right.”
•~It was more than right. I could feel it in my bones, in the throb between >>
closer it gets to the end of the song and he gets a shit eating grin on his face.
Until tonight, I was unattainable. I was always the girl you could look at, but never the one you could touch.~• “You’re a blessing, so let me bless you.”
•~God help me, I wanted to bless him >>